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cello♥; living the dream

2009-12-16T23:34:00.000-08:00

bali, i've only seen you twice the whole time you were here which really sucks. but when you come back again, i'll make sure you don't go without spending a day with me! and we shall take lots and lots of pictures! i miss you so much! whether you're here or all the way across the world or something, know that i'll always think of you and will hold you dear to my heart! years have gone by, thank goodness we're still in contact though we haven't shared as much to each other yet about what's been going on and all but we'll do that when we see each other ;)

you'll probably kill me for posting those pictures up.

but i love you :)

like loads.

so much.

forever and ever!

Cello♥; goodbye black, hello copper!

2009-11-21T08:43:00.000-08:00

hopes Melissa Lee is having fun playing Wii with my socks ;)

♥

Bali; I miss

2009-11-14T22:24:00.001-08:00

you,

michelle chen :)

cello♥; droplets

2009-11-06T04:02:00.000-08:00

Hello! Yay, i'm super happy this blog is up and alive once again after a long long period of silence *cricket sounds* :D! I miss melissa like so much♥ hope you're doing well! :) Anyways, just came back from worship practice! I came right after i had my literature paper. The paper was okay.

But i think i didn't do too well for the first essay which was on poetry. I wasn't that familiar with Night Sweats but it's okay :) tried my best, surrendered

it to Him, so let's see how that goes :) Anyhoos! It was great seeing the team again. I love love love them so very much!

Abigail
Joshua
David
Aaron
Alisa
Veivien
Rachel
Mark
Shaun
Sam Kuan

Wuah! Bullet points again man! :P So i went in the studio right, i put my bag down then i sat down and observed the team! I was really happy to see all of them!

Then i saw something. I noticed Dave was wearing baju melayu! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I was like O.O and asked my brother if David was really wearing baju melayu! Then

he told me they had International Day! Veivien was looking gorgeous with make-up on! SO PRETTY! I was like eh! SO NICE! :D:D She was like hiding behind Aaron :P

So i couldn't really see her at first :P Josh will always crack me up with his silly smiles! HAHA! Aaron and Josh switched place.. yes.. JOSH SANG! HAHA

But he was so far from the microphone! :P HAHA Funny boy!

I really just love the worship team! My family :) i love the chemistry and just everything about them. They're so talented and i can see their hearts for their Creator! I'm super duper proud of them!

I mean, we're not perfect but i know that they will grow! Lots of training and shaping up will help :) haha! I love love them to bits!

I don't know why but i feel so blur and dreamy nowadays! HAHA! I need to pull myself together :P I've got an article to write... WAY OVER THE DEADLINE!

lots of ice-cube love from,

cello :)

Bali; Hello world

2009-11-02T22:32:00.000-08:00

Haha, okay i think i should update since i'm taking a break from studying all the different types of mics and eqs :) I passed my Sound Reinforcement exam!! Thank you God!! Got another exam tomorrow and the day after hehe. Mommy is visiting on thursday and i can't wait to see her! :D Even in the midst of my exams!

I'm listening to Alicia Keys while it's pouring rain outside. For once in a very long time am i home and it's raining, loving it! Michelle and I have been MIA (missing in action) haha, we're updating on our personal blogs:

http://wwww.bananachellebob.tumblr.com

http://www.redshapes.wordpress.com

^ Click!

But we hardly update there either so yeah, not much of a difference. I don't think we have many readers anymore chelle :p it's okay, for our own entertainment... What the chicken am i saying haha ignore me. I'm just really overjoyed for todays exam and how well it went and the fact i'm home before 6 :) Anyhoojers, i've got nothing else to update besides the i'll only be learning how to drive next year summer, not rushing haha :) And i don't mind, since i have friends here who are like 20+ and have not gone for the driving lessons yet. So yup!

Mich - post something okay!

Lots of love!!

THE EARTH SAYS HELLO!

2009-09-25T06:12:00.000-07:00

bring life into this blog! :)

... just a little bit.

i miss my blogging partner.

okay, time to study!

BE HAPPY!

love, michelle.

peanut butter with ketchup;

2009-08-18T03:28:00.000-07:00

okay, that's like a really random title. But my brain can't think much. Had such a long day! I spent most of my time away from school. Was at RTB most of the time! It was honestly such a waste of time. - -"! I mean the people there are really nice and friendly but they really need to work fast! - -" and even better, in advanced! Cause when we got there in the morning, nothing was even set up yet! So the rehearsals got postponed down in the afternoon. But when we got there, they still weren't finished! Most of the time, we sat there talking and watching them set up and play with the lighting. Hahaha.

I have a really busy week ahead! Time's moving so fast!!

I really need to go. Will blog properly when i have more time.

For now, brain-wrecking time!

i really miss melissa.

and beverly.

and a whole lot of other people! :(

love, michelle.

bali: hello hello!

2009-08-09T19:31:00.000-07:00

HEY!

Okay sorry I haven't been updating :( I can't give the excuse that i've been busy because I haven't been that BUSY hehe. Anyway! I finally left Xanga.com after 5 years and moved to wordpress! My new URL is:

www.redshapes.wordpress.com

This was very random, i just thought of the color red being my favourite color and what word would look nice with it haha, trust me i got stuff like:

1.redblanket.wordpress.com
2.redrainbow.wordpress.com
3.redchicken.wordpress.com

HAHA! you can imagine! ANYWAY i'll be updating here and over there as well!

Michelle has a new Blog too (cheeky one this girl haha) her's is:

www.bananachellebob.tumblr.com

Hopefully she'll blog here too! She's been REALLY busy with school so if you get a post from her, then lucky you! haha okay oooooooover. ANYWAY, if you read my first post on redshapes you'll know that i'll be moving out of my uncle's place! And so far the moving is good! i've got less than 1/3 of things to move now! :D Moving today again!!! I can't wait for my 1st night in my new home! I'll definitely post photos either here or there or both! ;) ANYWAY << i have to start using different words -.-

There was this fire that broke out infront of my flat just a few days back! Scary stuff yo, me and my mom were watching America's Got Talent then suddenly "BOOOM" (okay i dont know how an explosion should sound like 'typed' out) and I went to the window and saw this flat on fire. At first was like

"WOAH COOL"
then 2nd thought was
"OH MY LEMONS IS EVERYONE OUT?!?!"

My first FIRE experience k, what do you expect! Anyway i took a video and its up on facebook, i sound so strange because i said things like "I don't know how the firemen are going to put the fire out" and "okay so i got to go now, so yeah..." haha I was trying to report the fire, FAILED ATTEMPT! Well thats the fire story...

hmm, I have nothing much to update! So i'll post next time k!! :)

STAY TUNED!

cello♥; new fire same passion!

2009-07-22T23:42:00.000-07:00

Ah! I did this during Literature class :P .. while my teacher was talking about some..stuff. I'm sorry but if listened any longer .. i would've fallen off my chair to sleep. :)

I remember designing these so long ago. I made them for my phone! Words that are still so alive in my life and will always be! Good times! :)

HAHA i better rush this before i abandon the idea of blogging AGAIN! Anyways..

to: MELISSA LEE/ BALI

from: MICHELLE CHEN/ CELLO

It's a huge huge blessing to have met you too! THE MOST AWESOMEST AND ONLY HUMAN GLOWSTICK ALIVE!! :D Love you many!

Anyways, my spirit's excited. Something new is arising in me. God's doing something. I just can't explain it. BUT I'M SO SUPER EXCITED! I don't know how to put it down in words but it's just so mind-blowing! I'M GOING CRAZY! :D

And CONGRATS TO MEL! God is great AMEN? :) For providing you shelter! A GREAT ONE TOO! Especially since she's family to you! :D:D! YAY!

OKAY actually i really need to go now. HAHA but here's my to-do list:

Do my quiet time- which i will do in a few minutes! :)
Sociology- Finish off essay and another assignment AND REVISE! MPR next week!
Literature- Finish off character analysis and catch up on JANE EYRE!
GP- Comprehension and design an ad presentation!
Art- Finish off painting! I haven't even started painting yet but sketched! :P HAHA!

:) ENJOY! LOVE!

michelle.

bali; michelle,

2009-07-19T04:05:00.000-07:00

I'm glad to have met you :)

just felt like saying that, :D

cello♥; whatever it is.

2009-07-14T23:13:00.000-07:00

Takes me a few minutes to get on blogger but takes me FOREVER to write a post. I think i lost my motivation to blog or something :P or maybe i'm just busy. EHEHE! But anyways, i'm really happy i finally handed my artwork in for the competition! My teacher encouraged the whole class to join in so we did! I think i find my painting okay but i know i could've done better. IT'S OKAY! :D

So that still leaves me with :

A sociology essay (something on questionnaires!)
I think 11 questions to answer on Jane Eyre
Research on this AMAZING Malaysian artist by the name Yusof Ghani and actually try out one of his work! :) (Should check him out!)
A GP comprehension to finish off and some ad. i've got to work on with Rach. No idea when it's due! - -"

Actually, if you ask me.. i forgot when ALL OF THESE AWESOME ASSIGNMENTS are due sooo... in that case, i'm just gonna do them in advance. So, i don't get into any sort of trouble :) ..

i whacked myself with my guitar last night on my upper lip. Ouch. It stung. It's probably because i love my guitar so much that it decided to give me a little NUDGE of love back to me. (: in that case, i'll try to appreciate it. :P

OKAY ENOUGH THIS! I need to get back on the guitar and start working on something. SOMETHING GOOD UP MY SLEEVES AND GOD'S! :D Yet to show it. HAHA. Whoever the awesome person will be. :)

lots of love, michelle.

cello♥; all day

2009-07-10T03:24:00.001-07:00

Well, all i can say is ..

search deep in your heart,

You'll never know what's going on deep inside,

whether hurt, addictions, anger ..

search.

and let God take it. (:

His love is so real.

Zephaniah 3:17 (NKJV) :

¹⁷ The LORD your God in your midst,

The Mighty One, will save;

He will rejoice over you with gladness,

He will quiet you with His love,

He will rejoice over you with singing.”

with love, the best of michelle.

bali; been meaning to

2009-07-02T09:14:00.000-07:00

I've been meaning to blog over here, so i'm sorry for the delay! Just to keep the blog alive, :)

My stay in Brunei has been alright so far. Other than this constant pain in my tummy which has been ongoing for 3 days now, meeting friends, having family dinner, just chilling feels ever so good. But I have to admit that i do miss doing my laundry, cleaning my room, having breakfast with people that had not slept overnight haha, taking the bus and trains. But it's good to chill here, i feel so relaxed which is what I really wanted when i was back in Singapore.

Its 12:20am and i know i should be sleeping but the tummy ache's just keeping me up. I'm going to be making fairy cupcakes tomorrow with mummy. Been craving for thick icing on cupcakes for a very long time! :) Me and my cravings ~

I'm still not over the fact that i lost my Rachael Yamagata Autographed Album :( So annoying, I cannot find it anywhere in Brunei or Singapore! But i really remembered bringing it back to Singapore, i'm just hoping that it'll just pop up somewhere someday.

Okay what's up with this whole Swine Flu thing! I heard that people arriving from other countries should stay at home for at least a week, hehe i didn't exactly do that, because i had no idea we had to until i was out of the house and found out from someone lol. I just heard that a 12 year old child passed away due to the Flu in Brunei, AND 50% of the people that have H1N1 are below the age of 20 :O. My my. I didn't think it'd get this serious, but there IS a cure for it so that's good!

My trip to China/Hongkong obvsiouly got cancelled when my dad heard about how serious it got over there. So my mom suggested we all go to sentosa back in Singapore, like stay at weekend over there. Grr Swine Flu ruining my holidays!! But it's all good to be with good company here and family, i just wanted to go shopping somewhere, haha. Oh well! There's always December holidays - the years flying by really fast! It's already july! 5 more months till the end of year :O Fast fast!

Anyway, just a quick update here that's all!

Praying with the most-holy faith!

Bali; Speechless

2009-06-13T09:23:00.000-07:00

Melissa is on her way to LEVEL ONE :)

Praise God!!

cello♥; faith as my guide

2009-06-13T09:17:00.000-07:00

Lord, this is it. Take my heart. Take my life. I surrender it to You with open arms. God, i don't want to ever turn back. You're consuming every part of me more and more each day. Causing me to just say... i want to lose every part of myself for more of You. My life is truly Yours forever. My heart, my dreams, my desires...IT'S YOURS! You've been amazing and always will be amazing in my life. God, it's only Your name that i adore. ♥

GOD IS AMAZING!

Bali; You

2009-06-12T22:55:00.000-07:00

Philippians 4:8-9
(The Message)

^8-9Summing it all up, friends, I'd say you'll do best by filling your minds and meditating on things true, noble, reputable, authentic, compelling, gracious—the best, not the worst; the beautiful, not the ugly; things to praise, not things to curse. Put into practice what you learned from me, what you heard and saw and realized. Do that, and God, who makes everything work together, will work you into his most excellent harmonies.

During my QT yesterday, the presence of God was Amazing. Philippians 4:8-9 states that we have to DO OUR best to fill our minds with Good things, things that are TRUE, BEST not the worst, things to be PRAISE and not to curse. I thought about how many times we think or say bad/negative things not realizing that we're speaking into our own lives or into people's lives. Pst. How always said "If you have nothing good to say, don't say it at all", :) so basically

SAY GOOD THINGS :D

I just got the news that my Lasalle Level One results are O U T but i can't access my mailbox at this time because, my uncle has the key. So therefore i have to wait till tonight to get the long awaited news. A key is all i need right now, the mailbox key!!! But I know i have nothing to worry about! Church later - Troy Marshalls going to be speaking today! Heard he a really good at prophecies! So can't wait for that!!!

Have a beautiful day today :)

cello♥; let Your love take flight.

2009-06-12T02:40:00.000-07:00

I think the scariest thing when you're on the mountain top is losing your zeal for God. Even the slightest bit of slack sends you off panicking like crazy .. SORRY GOD SO SORRY GOD aosihdasoidhasdas! It's like triggering an alarm bell. But that's how i was. I was so so worried that I wouldn't FEEL the same way. The way the Holy Spirit has always overwhelmed me whenever i'm playing on the keyboard and just singing. That itself was a lesson taught to me by Him telling me that this relationship that we have isn't based on our FEELINGS. But FAITH. I think many people tend to give up easily because they can't seem to feel God close to them the way He was before and stuff and they tend to give up and drift away.

So to all who may feel like God isn't there and isn't listening to you. That's where your faith comes in to believe that God is really who He says He is and HE IS DEFINITELY THERE FOR YOU! I believe when you sow your faithfulness, God will reap a great big harvest after! (:

love! ♥

Bali; whaaaaat?

2009-06-08T16:16:00.000-07:00

It's 7.am

whaaaaaaaaaaaaat?

I SERIOUSLY need a check up on this whole sleep.thing, haha. Other than that, i can't wait for Sentosa on Wednesday (oh pls, hurry up) =) I'm sitting on my 1 yr old orange ikea table which i think is very dirty and needs a good clean today perhaps, with my lamp shade that shakes everytime i type fast - which makes me wonder if the 1yr old ikea table is stable haha. My stomach's rumbling, tumbling, fumbling haha.

I had breakfast with 2 friends Ivan and Edmund 2 days ago, it was rather insane because we all hadn't slept and Edmund came all the way from Tampanies at 7 in the morning, like woah. So being all 'awake' we went to MacD's for good old breakfast, i had Mac Griggles, after the very filling meal with in between non-stop laughters of Ms. Swan (youtube her), we headed back to Ivan's place which was a walk down from mine, and chilled. Me and Edmund fell asleep, and woke up around 2, so that was like 2hours of sleep. Ivan didn't let us sleep anymore because he wanted to vacate the house haha. So at around 3pm we headed down to Novena for some good Jap food, had greentea icecream that topped up the whole meal. Had starbucks and headed home.

Harper's Island is getting very INTENSE! I just want to know who's the killer, haha yes i stayed up that day to watch it -- my eyes were burning, :) hehe

OUMPA, i just heard the primary school bell near my place ring --- it never fails to make me think that its some firebell -.- Anyway i'm going to grab a piece of bread and coffee then off to the laundry (colored and whites seperately) then ROOM clean, and probably an afternoon nap :)

Goodmorning world :) ♥

cello♥; we pray for more, pray for more of You.

2009-06-08T02:03:00.000-07:00

You paid the price for our lives to be saved

Embraced the cross and You thought of me

Now i know, Your love will never fail me

and You spoke Your word of life to me

Your oceans of hope

Mountains of love

the most beautiful light shining from above

Forever we worship You

In spirit and in truth

We pray for more

Pray for more of You

Forever be glorified

and through our lives

That You alone

You alone are God

Saved by grace the majestic king

For this cause i have been redeemed

now i know Your love will never fail me

You spoke Your word of life to me

Your oceans of hope

Mountains of love

the most beautiful light shining from above

Your name is above any other name

Your voice shakes the ground i walk on now

Your glory outshines any kingdom on earth

Heaven and earth will bow

(: it's amazing.

Bali; Hillsong United!

2009-06-06T10:51:00.001-07:00

I just downloaded Hillsong United Newest Album: [a_CROSS//the_EARTH] :: Tear Down the Walls, but im still getting their album, :) Awesome stuff yo.

cello♥; one God

2009-06-06T02:04:00.001-07:00

to bring a message of hope to all who feel they aren't able. (: GOD IS ABLE! And if He is and you trust in Him...surely YOU ARE ABLE! ♥

Bali; Eliot

2009-06-05T09:06:00.000-07:00

cello; fall back into Your everlasting arms

2009-06-04T22:08:00.000-07:00

hello from the box. :D

My left eye is pretty watery for some reason. Oh wells. HELLO! Bali's already talking kids! AWESOME! Haha, whoever the lucky guy is. ;) Well, this blog is looking pretty, easy-on-the eyes. THANKS BALI! :D Since you were the one that did it. So yesterday my brother and I went out with Ling, Jeremy and the rest of the SG people for dinner. It was great seeing J & L again! Like so so great! I missed them a lot! Honestly, before i came, i was a little bit unsure and uncomfortable about some things but they both cleared that up so THAT'S AWESOME! :D

Something our mind slips off the fact that there's a whole world out there than just where we are at right now. In one nation, at home, in school ... our own world. But there's a desperate world that's crying out for a generation. A generation that will stand for God. A generation that will proclaim His Word, His goodness...His love. We lose sight of what God's intended for us and rush off into another direction. We let loose our ferventness in the Word and leave ourselves wide open for the devil to take over.

But the world is waiting for that new generation that will arise. Arise with selfless faith to say YES! to march into the destiny that God has for them. I had a vision once about butterflies being trapped in a jar. Heaps of them. But a hand reached out and opened the jar to set them free. God told me, that jar of butterflies is our nation and that hand is the newly risen generation. THAT generation. It doesn't only have to be Brunei. But every other nations. There's so much brokenness out there, and how long do we have till we go into the place God has prepared for us? We surely don't know. Let us let go of the things of this world.. break down our pride.. lift up our hands in surrender to the King of kings .. all that we have. Our hopes, our dreams, our desires.. our everything. (: We are so much more than we think we are.

this is an awesome video! Jon sent this to me few days ago. Just watched it just now. It's awesome! We are indeed not junk but a beautiful masterpiece made by God. :)

lots of love, cello.

bali; Dad want's 4 grandkids!

2009-06-03T03:43:00.000-07:00

Grr, i woke up late today. Never mind that.

I had good maple leaf cookies just now :) and now i'm watching Night in The Museum 2 online, well letting it play while i blog hahaa. Watched it last week @ the movies already! found it better than the first one, although it could have been longer hehe.

I think i have a problem of over thinking, grr have to kick this habit! That's proberly why i've been up alot lately, got to get my head around this somehow. Need some sorting out; tough times with the heart. I have to try to let my guard down, well - open up more to the people here.

My daddy was talking to me online yesterday about the future and all, and he said that he wants 4 grand kids! My first reaction was :D then my dad added on 'in 10 years time' i was like O_O haha that's like crazy, i'm going to be 28, married with 4 kids! wow, just thinking about it sounds so adventurous, but nothing is impossible :) i do want 4 or maybe 5 kids really. I thought about marriage and calculated how old i have to settle down with "THE ONE" so that i can meet that deadline of 4 kids at the age of 28 haha, found it rather funny. But obviously i'm not taking this too seriously, it's my daddy - if i even have ONE kid it would make his world :) Oh to add on, my dad wants all my kid's names to start with the letter "M".

Was really interesting with the responses i got on facebook, :) But deep down i can't wait for kids, i keep watching those sappy romantic comedies - where a mother gives birth and holds their baby in their arms, fragile and tiny. eee just thinking about it just makes me all warm inside! haha, okay this is awkward one way or another.

But i am excited, baby names! :) I guess i'll be starting with all the names starting with the letter "m" :)

good suggestions i must say haha :) my mom wanted to name my kid 'm&m's' haha kidding of course, but she sure can be silly haha, i miss home :)

Home cooked food, my piano, privacy, freedom, one more month.

Oh and a few days ago i discovered that i really really love the early mornings like '6a.m' early :) and reading the bible then is probably the best time, i concentrate more, :) God's is Good all the time AND all the time, God is good!!

Be beautiful, its a beautiful day!!!

cello; banana muffins & grapes!

2009-06-03T02:57:00.000-07:00

You kept telling me, there is no other like You..

Now surely i say,

there REALLY is no one like You..

and there will never ever be. ♥

hope which was lost

now stands renewed.

my Saviour King.

bali; :)

2009-05-29T07:36:00.000-07:00

cello; still

2009-05-28T20:23:00.000-07:00

Hide me now Under your wings Cover me within your mighty hand  When the oceans rise and thunders roar I will soar with you above the storm Father you are king over the flood I will be still and know you are God  Find rest my soul In Christ alone Know his power In quietness and trust

cello; arms open wide

2009-05-27T02:01:00.001-07:00

Despite my messy hair, and tired looking eyes,

i just wanted to say...

...

HAHAHAHAHA I COVERED THE "a''

Bali; heart tarts

2009-05-20T04:48:00.000-07:00

THANK YOU MICHELLE FOR THAT LOVELY LONG POST :)

It was so good reading it, and remembering the things that i use to talk to you about! Thank you for the call too! Was so shocked because i thought you'd be either a) saving because its expensive to call wah or b) sleeping or something. Talking to you for like 13minutes was ever so good to catch up! :D Love you ever so much and miss you just as much xoxo!

Thank you all for wishing me, texts, facebook messages, calls etc :) I will blog properly once i get all the photos from my chalet bash sleepover (well we didn't really sleep) haha.

OH YES.

I AM EXCITED FOR:

RED RAIN < CLICK CLICK (I know you want to...haha)

First time man first time, can't wait to experience yo! okay, i'm getting tired so i'll post properly soon yeah stay tuned for photos either here or on xanga.com/smelly_butt.

Love!

cello♥; burning eyes!

2009-05-18T08:56:00.000-07:00

Seriously, that title, i meant it literally. HAHAHA i don't know why but they just are :S BUT ANYWAYS...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SPONGEBOB-HUMAN-GLOWSTICK-WITH-THE-YELLOW-PINAPPLE-HOUSE-AND-A-SPONGE-WITH-MANY-MANY-HOLES! I know i know, it's not the same. I'm trying. AHHAHAHA! MELOZOPELOZOMELLOWBANANABOBWITHTWOFRONTTEETH!

October 31st 2007 .. dude i just found out that this was the day we just got closer. I think. But yeah! Was looking through my old blog and i saw a post i dedicated to you! The first one. HAHAHAA! Dude, we've gone a pretty long way haven't we? It's already 2009! Dude, i miss you crazy crazy much! We hardly have time to talk to each other but we'd always have ways to catch up and stuff! But i realize whenever we come together to pray online, the bond seems to strengthen! I believe what we have here is a beautiful friendship with Christ in our midst! HAHA AMEN! I miss your laugh.. or giggle..or lauggle! Cause when you laugh...it's like you giggle REALLY FAST...then stop for a few seconds and GO RIGHT ON AGAIN! HAHA! It's crazy! I miss you, your hugs, your smile, your laughter. HAHA I MISS YOUR PRESENCE! WOAHH! Hahaha deep much! I wish you were around to take your license so you can drive me around HAHHAHAA!

But, dude you are one marshmellow of a champion! You've tackled so many mountains and here you are standing strong as ever! :) You're such an inspiration to so many people! And i believe that God's doing a mighty mighty mighty work in you. Something NEW and AWESOME! But it's such a pleasure having you as a friend and sister in Christ! I WISH I CAN JUST GIVE YOU A HUGE HUGE HUG! Like a long one. Haha, if i can HUUHA-TELEPORT myself there, that would be awesome too! I know things are tough there, but hang on okay! :D YOU CAN DO IT AND ALREADY ARE DOING IT! You're so special and talented and SUPER FUNNY! You're one of those rare rare people where even if i'd just stare you in the face, i'd burst out laughing! But anyways, im excited to see what God has in store for you cause i believe there's a much much more awesome and bigger plan ahead for you! Such, a mighty woman of God! I believe as time goes by, God will begin to use you in such a mighty and supernatural way till after that.. you'd just go ..WHAT JUSTHAPPENED! Because when there's an anointing, God works REAL FAST! HAHA! im so excited for you la! I still got many many things to tell you! I shall tell you online! Im way over the time like by 13 minutes. HAHAHA!

Anyways, we still are yet to see our block of wood which will turn to cheese in 48 years time? HAHAHA SIGNIFYING OUR 48th ANNIVERSARY FROM SEEING THE BLOCK OF WOOD! HAHAHAHA WOAH! Alrighty! HahAHHAA! Im past 25 minutes! STILL GOOD! HAHHAA

But there's so much more to say....but i can only go so far HAHAHAHAHA! But i miss you oh so much! BUT I MISS AND LOVE YOU MELISSA LEE! :P HAHAHA! You take care alright! :) And i shall see you soon! (: SO ONCE AGAIN, HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY! and i shall end with this ...

extracted from my old blog :

"PEOPLE! Please do not talk to Melissa Lee. Cause she called me a hippy. HAHAHAand she said she's caller than i am.HA! :P

mel, you're so hua ho! HAHAHAHHA! "

LOVE YA DUDE!

bali; !

2009-05-17T19:32:00.001-07:00

I'm having cramps ): of all times grr.

i wonder how your perfumed sandwich turned out chelle :)

cello♥; perfumed sandwich

2009-05-16T02:06:00.000-07:00

my turkey sandwich tastes like perfume.

cello; hurricane streets

2009-05-12T03:07:00.000-07:00

"I love You, O LORD, my strength."

2The LORD is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer,

My God, my rock, in whom I take refuge;

My shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.

3I call upon the LORD, who is worthy to be praised,

And I am saved from my enemies.

psalms 18:1-3

Bali&cello;

2009-05-09T21:13:00.001-07:00

Wishing all Mother's out there a very

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!! :) ♥ ♥ ♥

Much love,

BALI & CELLO :D

Bali; Whether or not

2009-04-23T00:43:00.000-07:00

"Whether or not" - Gabe Bondoc

I'll wait till forever is through, whether or not you love me
i'll be loving you

Loving and hating the exam period, it's almost over! 3 more assessments! All of them tomorrow :) Praise God I passed History ^_^

Update soon!

Bali; from the dimples to the smiles

2009-04-22T06:29:00.000-07:00

Arts management down! JUST 2 MORE DAYS

i've got lots to post about hehe I'm just listening to Gabe Bondoc's We Match and falling in love with it all over again, woot!

I'll be back! ^_^

cello♥; sovereign hands

2009-04-20T03:05:00.001-07:00

Some dude:"Oops! Sorry!"

(He almost whacked my hand with his locker door while i was TRYING to lock a friend's locker)

*waited for me to finish locking up*

Me:"Uhhhhhhhhhhhh....(stares innocently).....i-i-ii-don't know how to lock it.......(smiles nervously)"

*Friends giggling at me...RAWR...*

TODAY is the day i OFFICIALLY LEARNED TO LOCK A LOCKER! :D

.... - -"

Bali; Asessments!

2009-04-18T07:02:00.000-07:00

Hello! I'm posting my assessment timetable up here, so you guys can intercede and pray for me :) and also for my reference!

Monday 20th April:

1. Keyboard Pracitcal at 12:24PM

2. Recital at 4:30

Wednesday 22nd April:

1. Arts Management at 10AM

Thursday 23rd April:

2. History at 11:30 AM

Friday 24th April:

1. Theory at 8:30 AM

2. Choir and Keyboard Recital at 6 PM

I'm pretty much ready for the recital and for keyboard I'm getting there, just need to brush up some of my harmonic scales and wuuuualah!

When all fails call upon the name of the Lord and be saved :)

cello; across the earth

2009-04-16T06:24:00.001-07:00

Hey hey! How have you all been! I've been pretty swamped with work and still am! Haha. I've got to study for my MPR tests. I've got my sociology test on saturday and i haven't really studied much. Well not really study. But really just to plan out my essays, find the right researchers and all. :D and got my lit essay to do for the MPR as well which will be due on thursday.

I don't want to shut myself away from You. But the weightbags are pulling me down, i need You and only You. I can't do this on my own.

When the world is falling out from under me, i'll be found in You, still standing...
every fear and accusations under my feet..
When time and space are through....
I'll be found in You...

bali; you got it like _

2009-04-14T04:27:00.000-07:00

( i'm sorry for the bad quality, its my list of things to do BY this thursday)

*_* my eyes are literally like this right now and i have to stay awake, because if i sleep NOW, i'll wake up later and if i wake up later, i won't be able to sleep later resulting to another 4am syndrome :( not good.

I stayed up till 6AM yesterday, crazy stuff. I wasn't tired because i stupidly drank starbucks at night (Y) hehe well done, well done. BUT! the good thing that did come out from that was that i finished doing my Recital Program AND Master CV. Exams are next week people thats like in a few days, less than 7. I'm not that ready for keyboard which is alright because i still have ONE week to practice, pretty much ready for the recital. I can't wait for next next week when everything is overrrrr, less pressure.But considering the fact that i'm doing something i really love, it's less stressful, just that time isn't enough!

My eyes are all droupy right now, i can't sleep have to wait another 2 hours, so it'll be 9! then i'll get a long rest!

GOD'S GOOD, REAL GOOD ♥
LIFE'S GOOD, REAL GOOD ♥

Missing you very much Chelle, haven't heard from you in awhile! Hope your project went well!

FOLLOW ME UP ON TWITTER: www.twitter.com/maylee_

bali; just dropping in to say,

2009-04-03T03:07:00.000-07:00

I MISS YOU, CHELLE!

and

AUDITION TOMORROW, PRAY PRAY PRAY, THANK YOU. :D

will blog soon!

cello♥; april!

2009-04-02T02:40:00.000-07:00

OKAY! Just so i don't forget...this is what i need to do:

Do a poster on the character 'Malvolio' and finish up any other Literature work - due next week
Finish up GP work - just need to, before Mr.Albert checks :)
DONE!
Revise Sociology, especially on human behaviour! - two tests next week
DONE!
Do more sketches on sketch book.

as you can see a lot of things are due by next week. SO AWESOME RIGHT! hahahaha :) gahhh..

will blog soon, loves. :)

michelle.

P.S: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BANANA CHOO, BOON LING, SISTER LILLIAN AND ABDULLAH! ♥

Bali: sixty seven

2009-03-26T01:19:00.000-07:00

Slow Fade - Casting Crowns :D

It's been a long time since i updated over here. But i hardly post now, because of school. Lots of things happening.

x. Utami's project
x. Aural prep
x. Auditions
x. Presentations

It's getting harder, i get more frequent back-aches and i think i'm sleep deprived. But i know Michelle has been up to so much lately! Acts just had their Youth Camp! and she has yet to blog about that, so look out for that :)

I think I've watched Facing The Giants 10 times. Seriously, i don't know why i'm not sick of it! I love the death crawl part, okay not doing it but seeing how Coach Taylor pushes Brock because he promised his very BEST. It's really inspiring, really really inspiring. Fireproof is good too, watched it with my mom a couple of weeks back -- its about marriage tho, but again if i found it good what more married couples ;)? HAHA okay, if that made any sense. :D

I watched the 'Making' of Facing The Giants, and found out that Chris Willis who plays assistant coach J.T. Hawkins Jr was actually facing one of his own giants in life during the take of this movie. His wife whos a mother of 4, was diagnosed with a terminal disease. After the movie was finished, his wife passed away. God used him to the extent of playing a role in this movie to prepare him for what was to come. What He can do with ordinary lives.

my favourite line from the movie:

"Prepare your field, God will send the rain"

Powerful stuff, Highly recommend this movie, and also Fireproof (even though your not married), it will impact and change the way you think. Sherwood Baptist Church saw to it that people were more interested in the media more than church, so they saw to it that they would bring church into theatres, they prepared their fields and God sent the rain. Flywheel (their first film) hit theatres predicted to stay only for the weekend stayed for six weeks. Facing the Giants was previewed as well --- many that saw the movie came out of the cinema's weeping, in search of this God, Our God :)

really, "nothing is impossible with God". Trust, let Go and let God.

For more information on the movie check out:

www.facingthegiants.com

and

www.fireproofthemovie.com

Remember you are

have a great week! :)

Love,

maylee.

Cello; overflow...UNCONTAINABLE!

2009-03-09T05:51:00.001-07:00

OKAY OKAY! I've been trying to update but everytime i do, i get stuck along the way and stop after that! So the outcome is nothing. AHH! And i just deleted like many many lines..because i touched the cursor pad thingie and highlighted the paragraph and pressed space..so there goes the whole thing...sigh... ANYWAYS!

Classes officially started last Saturday. GREAT teachers, not tedious at all hahaha and met lots of new people. They're all great! Praise God! I met friends whom i have not seen in a super duper jumbo long long time! Im happy and excited and everything! I'm trying to type as fast as i can SOUNDLESSLY because i need to go soon! There's school tomorrow and yeahh.. i wasn't assigned to any homeworks yet but i did have a research to do. Nothing much just looking at a couple of artists and paintings. Found really really good ones like this guy named Bob Nixon and so many others! aowoawha! I'm going insane! Camp's coming up and im super excited for it! I believe so much that God's gonna move! And shake this generation of youths! AWESOOME!

Mel, i miss you very much! I haven't been able to talk to you at all! But i hope all is good over there in SG! Email me when you can yeah! :) I'll definitely reply you! :D

OKAY I REALLY NEED TO GO! ZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzussssss!

love,
michelle/cello!

bali; 525,600 minutes

2009-02-23T23:27:00.001-08:00

i want to watch Rent the Musical.

Bali; mom

2009-02-23T08:47:00.000-08:00

I just finished doing my laundry and realized how tiring it can be. Washing, hanging, drying, folding. Separating the whites from the colors, so i haven't done my white laundry yet. My backaches from taking down the laundry because its high up and in poles. My bed sheet keeps moving so i have to fix it practically every morning, more than 10 times already! haha. My table is so messy, so many things from school is on there, i just realized how much paper they can use man! On the left of my table is my keyboard so i kinda use it to hold my laptop, sigh.

I just texted my mom, to tell her much i miss her. Not because she does my laundry and cleans up and all. It's just a bit different when i have her here to talk to her about my day and ask for advice on things, her beds next to mine, and its so empty. I miss her annoying me for songs and asking me 'what you want to eat today?', and tickling me when i tell her to sayang me. I know I'm turning 18 and i still do this, but she's like my best friend, my mom knows me the best.

She amazing, even though we fight sometimes over silly things. What kind of friends don't? I need to tell her about so many things right now, i have so much to update her on, haha. I'm sure she is having a great time in Brunei, with her friends laughing and being funkylious like she always is, haha next thing you know ah, i see her with different color hair or something! She always surprises me =)

Gosh mummy, i miss you.

Bali; Snakes -_-

2009-02-21T21:04:00.000-08:00

as promised!

Snakes.

Where to start! Alright alright. I'm in production where its being filmed at Botanical Garden, but like in jungle. Okay if that made sense, anyway! My job is to sound design, make props and help with the lighting! So had to go see see first right? Haha, Me and Sing Huey were so unprepared, because our director changed the date on the day -_-, and we had to go on that day in flip-flops, shorts and a t-shirt, like woah. Okay so when the crew went into the jungle, me and Sing Huey waited outside to:

1) guard their things

2) stay far away from bugs and anything else that'll bite :)

So while standing on the pavement, we heard this crack of twigs, you know haha i don't know how to explain the sound. So both Sing Huey and I turned around and we were looking around on the ground, then i saw something moving... from here it went pretty much like...

m: "ITS A FREAKING SNAKE!!! 8293758923jsdhjkshg19385892kjhsd"

s: silence.

and it repeated over and over again, till the snake slithered back into the forest. I was so terrified that my heart was jumping like mad! It wasn't one of those you know, small green thin snakes, it was FAT and BLACK....ew.

haha that was pretty much the brief! but we're alright, :). But i'd like to say that this is the reason why snakes are better off on animal planet. I used to be a fan of snakes, till i saw one in real life.

oh gosh, story-telling makes you hungry.

Cello; when soul meets body

2009-02-19T01:08:00.000-08:00

HELLO!! *echo* This blog has been dead since...ever. Hahaha. SO what's been up with me is that:

I just turned 17 like 2 days ago. THANKS AGAIN FOR ALL THE WISHES! (:
Been busy with camp stuff! Hehehehe! I think i'm done with it ... hmm..
I damaged my right arm due to having the wrong posture while using the laptop. (90 degrees hand posture wasn't there. Sighh...)
Awaiting my confirmation into MD! Apparently, it has been postponed due to the busy-ness of the National day rehearsals. SUSSSSPENNNSEEEEE~

OOPS! I have to go now..SG! Hahahahaahahahaha...

MEL BLOg!!!! Blog about your awesome encounter! :)

...with snakes. eww :S

HAHA LOVE!!

michelle.

cello; rainy days

2009-01-22T21:12:00.001-08:00

Rain rain rain! For all who are in Brunei, you'll all know how rainy it has been. It's a killer! I'm really sorry for those whose houses have been damaged or cars or whatever it is. :S Really hope things will be much better for them soon. But thank God for the rest that are safe and sound! My house is fortunately safe. Nothing damaged. How's yours? :)

I actually have to go soon. I've got things to do. Ahh! This blog has been dead silent for a long time. But i thought i'd just stop by to show some signs of life and hope. :P HUHUHU! Been busy and still going to be busy with lots of things. HOooomyhashbrowns!

SEE OR TALK TO YOU GUYS SOON! :)

m for michelle
c for catridges.

Bali; I'm sorry

2009-01-03T07:50:00.000-08:00

Yes i've been neglecting this blog :( I'm so sorry! This post goes out to Michelle.

Dearest Michelle,

I know that i didn't get to meet up with you that much. The only time was when you came over to my place for a short time to catch up. I really miss you and hope that your doing alright, you know I'm just a phone call away if you need anything! :) Your in my prayers, and i know that your getting ready for your results and great things that are going to happen, i know you, you've got a heart of expectance and i know God will see your Dreams through! Update me on things yeah? I'd love to get an email from you once in awhile, i know your busy with things right now, so take your time. :)

Have a great 2009!, love you!

Melissa/bali!

Okay! I'm in Singapore now! I'll update with pictures whenever I'm free!!! I'm sorry but this will be one of the very few posts your going to get from me, here and on Smelly_butt. I've got lots to prepare for! Stationary, school, getting used to singapore again :D

So have a fantastic year ahead!

much lovo,

maylee!

Cello♥; i don't deserve you

2008-12-22T00:39:00.000-08:00

christmas! CHRISTMAS! CHAAARISTTtMASSSSAASASAA!!! I'm finally here getting my bum back on the laptop to blog! :) Not my fault my own computer doesn't have internet connection anymore! Christmas is finally settling in for sadly, a day only. But gladly, in remembrance of Christ's birth! I love it!! Saw Bali yesterday in Acts with her huge bling bling microphone and a huge star on it. GOOD to see you! Life's good! What more can i say huh! I'm not a very busy person but yet i'm very busy. Can anyone get that? Hooookay! I AM Out!

Whoever has not watched or has not even heard of this poem, you've got to watch it! It's beautiful and so empowering that you just have to watch it. Turn down the volume if you find the song weird. Cause that's exactly what i did. (: ENJOY!

show me how to love like You have loved me;

Bali; its been goooooood!

2008-12-17T10:03:00.000-08:00

I saw Michelle today! :D and it was good seeing her after such a long time, and i want her to post! so please please when you get your internet connection back, POST! haha we're going to go out next week or something to have one of those empire moments with charlotte! :D

I've been updating over at SMELLYBUTT

but overall my stay in Brunei has been GOOOOD :)

LOTS OF LOVE,

Melissa :)

Bali; You mean everything to me

2008-11-22T23:28:00.000-08:00

It's 3:30PM and i just woke up, my sleeping and waking up times are pretty much all messed up. I'm already having a really hard time sleeping. I don't know if its a thing that i've developed in Singapore but i tend to think a lot. Not those thinking when you think about 'emotional' things but thinking as in 'I have to do something otherwise i'll feel like I'm wasting my time and feel bad at the end of the day therefore not sleeping' kind of thinking. I hate it. I can't concentrate when i want to relax, okay did that even make sense? But yeah. Praying even has been so hard for me, waking up simply at 7 to go for church is hard. God what's going on here?

My exams and assessments are finally over. Well tomorrow I'll have to hand in one more, then I'm officially free.

I met up with Yin and Mira yesterday at Bugis, believe me it was so good to see them. When i first saw them, they gave me endless hugs, I never got that many hugs (which wasn't more than 10) ever since i came to Singapore. I missed them so much, Mira was saying 'mel come back to JIS we miss you' and yeah, Yin was buying her tights and watching her just made me miss her the way she was all blurr and cute, haha you know Yin. But yeah, I can't wait to head down to Brunei and feel home again.

As for now, i just wish things would get better, between friends, my relationship with God. I haven't cried in a while, and i don't think its a good thing. Because I used to be able to cry as in cry when something good happens to me, or just letting my feelings out, but now it seems like i've turned STONE COLD :( But i'm looking on the positive side that i'll: Cry (haha), repair my relationship with God and get along with friends again. I know for sure that it says in His word that we should wait on the Lord, even if it takes a long long long long long long long time, God's time is always perfect, and I'm holding on to that. :)

Have a blessed day!

ps: Celle, I miss you loads, i haven't seen you online in a long time, but i know when i come back we'll catch yea! Hope all is good, I have a lot to tell you! :)

Cello♥; tracing footprints

2008-11-17T16:26:00.000-08:00

HELLO FROM THE MOUNTAIN TOP! Okay, i'm not on the mountain top. I'm just at home. BUT OKAY! LAME! Hahahaha anyways, I'm back! O's ended yesterday. Didn't feel much but i was a little relieved about everything. Now, the most pondered question ever for i think almost everyone who's done with exams..WHAT ON EARTH AM I GONNA DO?! Well i've got a few plans! :D

Beach with 5CS class tomorrow! (but i'm not even sure if i'm able to make it! :S bummer)
Out with Chelle, Ying and Rach on thursday afternoon.
A.C.T.S.T.W.E.N.T.Y.N.I.N.E on friday!
WEDDING on 22nd November!! yes mine. Nah its my cousin's! :D
AND so many other plans that would probably blow up this whole laptop if i start firing them out because they're too hot to be revealed!! HAHAHA i'm insane. :)

But i'm definitely gonna help my mom with maintaining the house like a lot. It's something i have to get used to now! I WILL SURVIVE!

So far, i've been great! To all those who've been encouraging me to stay strong. BIG THANK YOU! I appreciate every single one of them. It's been improving except the part where it's not too easy moving around the place. I guess those who knows the story only will get what i mean. But i'm hanging on tightly to His promises. He's been my best friend and everything i have needed, am needing and will be needing. I'm slowly tracing back the familiar yet so unfamiliar footprints that's ahead. Even at this point, life can be so exciting. To know that a Saviour is holding my life in His hands. To know that no matter how far you go, grace will always come tracking you down and just wanting to give you so much more than we can ever ever imagine. God can put so much life in LIFE itself. He is greatly to be praised. FOREVER!

it's great. :)

by the cello♥

Bali; painted on my canvas cheeks

2008-11-10T02:05:00.000-08:00

I never knew that my sister was such a good poet. I found out that she entered several contests and won a few, we only recieved the letter from www.poetry.com about a few months after she had passed away. I know her poems are 'emotional, depressing, etc...' but she has the talent to write good stuff! some how when i read her poems i feel like i know her even more, considering the fact that i wasn't close to her.

For more of Rae's Poems click 'Here' :) miss you rae!

Anyway on a more reflective note (wah sound like what already) haha. Todays Mainstudy and Keyboard exam went alright! Although during Mainstudy, Tim asked me to sing keys that weren't in my range :( as in higher keys! So I had Bb harmonic minors, F# melodic minors. Note that i had to sing this without the piano okay! It was difficult, but did it with confidence and smiled alot :D Did pretty well overall! Keyboard was funnnnn, I played and sing 'Take me - Hawk Nelson" and he told me that I have to work on my left hand hohoho, and for sight-reading it was hilarious because I couldn't read notes as fast as grade 8 piano players, so taking my time, he said ' its okay, take it slowly, read it slowly '. I only managed to play 2 bars :( but its okay! Philip is one JOLLY keyboard teacher man, full of energy! loving it!

I have yet to do Michael's Journals and revision on History of Performing arts (MCQ! but apparently a lot of the level 1's say that they are 'tricky' questions) then after that probably going to sleep or something! Tomorrows Choir exam! VALSE HERE I COME!

hannay :) "suhsi sushi?"

(edit: i just watched the video and realized that blogger makes the quality of my macbook camera all icky -_-)

Good morning world! This refers to the post i blogged about staying in school to help friends finish their essays, was a really random video ' 4am what do you expect ' - Muzap hahaha

'the unknowing dance to the invisible tune.' - Rae :)

Bali; blisters on my heart

2008-11-05T10:16:00.000-08:00

hello!

There is probably one hundred and one things going on right now. Today's preview of Dante's Inferno production went alright, except for Jeremiah's bass amp turning off all of a sudden. Tomorrows Aural exam, and theatre production. I'm really tired lately, i think i've said that in most of my blogs, but you get what i mean right, its college, and it sure is tiring, stressful and pressurizing. I honestly have to say that i miss being able to talk to God for hours, now its just when i get home, i plan my time to study, do my work, then pray for 'awhile' only and i know so well that i should be making time. I know that this is going to blow over soon! That God is still here, watching me, with me.

I didn't get a chance to go to Nick Vujicic's Services, because of the whole theatre production thing, was really bummed out, but nevertheless I just gave the production all I had, the best. I'm thinking of lyrics to write but i can't seem to think right now. I guess you can say that I not feeling all that good :( but then God is Good all the time! and I'm really hanging onto the promises that He has made for me, the one that holds my future (the one i don't know where im heading to exactly, but he knows). I'm still going to praise Him, through this man, we're going to overcome this aite?! :)

Readers: please pray for exams coming up! This week and next! :) thank you.

I have thoughts about you,

Admitting it didn't get me far,

so with what i have, i run back to start,

turn away from the blisters of my heart.

I won't sleep,

with the lights on,

the rejection i've endured,

but the best is to know that i've been cured.

semiquaver, quaver, chrochet,

count the beats as you please,

but i dare you not,

speak as loud as my heart.

I have had thoughts about you,

thoughts that are now the past,

of something that i knew,

that would never last.

I'm running free,

catch me loose,

I'm racing back to start,

turn away from blisters of my heart

haha that was random. Well yeah, I hope all is good from everyone. Tag Tag Tag!

/major 2nd, perfect 4th.

Bali; Wishes you a VERY VERY VERY good morning

2008-10-29T13:05:00.000-07:00

Place: Lasalle College of the Arts

Time: 4:06am yes AM!

I've been in school ever since yesterday morning 9.30, after rehearsals ended, i went home, collected my laptop and came back here, and now I'm in one of the practice rooms, which i don't think we're meant to be in at this time. :) I finish my essay but just did a final run through and did Journals. Help Muzap with his whole essay as he hasn't started and read through Jeremiah's (whos has already gone home) Right now its only Me, Muzap and Rave. Both of them have gone down to 7 eleven to go buy food as we're all starving and i'm left with the Job of looking after everything. haha Rave hasn't finished his essay yet. Woah i'm talking like in point form, so weird! I'm going to wait till its 6 or 7 till i go home, since there aren't any buses right now, and taxis aren't that safe. I took a quick rinse in water just now to wake myself up a bit, and now i'm shivering! BAD MOVE. Great adventure no? :)

But it definately feels good that i could help a couple of struggling friends with their essay man, because right if we don't do this essay or FAIL this essay we will have to REPEAT THE WHOLE OF FOUNDATION COURSE. Do you read me? haha but yeah PTL! I've gone through this process and now i'm just helping others get through... Even though my stomach is grumbling till no tomorrow and i'm really tired, i have panda eyes, officially NOCTURNAL haha *inserts owl sound* K LAME! anyway I hope all the Form 5's back in Brunei are doing alright for their exams!

Michelle: I miss you heaps, and i have loads to tell you after your free from the exams! ALL THE BEST with the remaining papers, you the bomb! :)

my eyes can barely open...wanna see? :)

well i'm waiting for two of them to come back so i can eat and get energy. Then after that OFF THE FLOOR TO SLEEP. haha before I go off i'll list the upcoming events!

1. Rehearsals everyday!

2. Nick Vujicic!!!!!!!!! :D 4th November!

3. Dante's Hell Production (once this is out of the way i'll be FREE)

4. REVISION! exams are start on the 10th November!

5. EXAMS! (hopefully its just 1 week!)

That is all i think! Creative workshop too, so meetings etc! "BOY" am i tired! Hope all is well with anyone who reads! I don't think many do! haha oh well!

without music, life would be a mistake.

loser loser,

double loser,

as if,

whatever,

get the picture,

duh.

HAHA people here are so crazy over this!

Cheers! :)

CELLO♥ : new atmosphere

2008-10-18T18:23:00.000-07:00

HELLO WORLD! Okay like many weird things have been happening. I've been really really busy. Been going out like almost everyday especially at night. It's hard walking around the house. O'Levels coming up on Wednesday! I dare not say im like super ready but i've been trying to grab as much as i can! But i'm gonna release it unto God all that i've studied yo! I believe He's gonna carry me through! I don't really want to go into details about the things that have happened but to sum it all up, life has always been what it's been. Bittersweet. A little bit of brokenness and happiness..blah blah blah. There are times where things get bitter and where things are awesome and great. But really through these bitter seasons, when you decide to trust God and His word.. you'll never fail to see the amazing thing God will bring out of it. Just stay faithful to Him and watch Him work in your life! So much the devil tries to break things apart but when you are aware of it, it's always best to cling to God because He binds us together tightly. Our God is amazing. :)

N:
now that You're near, everything is different. Cause i know i'm not the same.

by the Cello♥.

bali; spots & stripes

2008-10-08T08:34:00.000-07:00

IF a tree falls down in the woods,

but theres no one around to hear it,

does it make a sound?

mind boggling much?

I had a lovely day :)

/I live for the cause of You

less of me and more of You

Jesus.

maylee*

Bali; flip,flop!

2008-10-07T01:42:00.000-07:00

I'm so beat tired, yet I'm not resting... My spirit is aliveeeee :)

I had a really rough day today, because:

1) I had hardly any sleep because of daddy's snoring, and I had to been in school @10

2) Main study drama (click - for more info.)

3) Choir was alright although i had a headache :(

Now i'm basically home with the fan on, windows open, music playing and relaxing... Waiting for mummy to come home with food, so i guess that should be goooooood (maybe even the highlight of my day! haha) Daddy is going back to Brunei tomorrow :( I haven't spent much time with him because i had school till 8pm yesterday, and he isn't home right now because he went for a meeting :(

Okay so many sad faces! I have to stopppp it! I really hope my whole Main study issue clears up! Bryan, Edmund, Kaiyin, Shawn, Muzap have all been really supportive - telling me its going to be okay and suggesting ideas to clear it up :) I'm craving for donuts now, dang. Anyway it rained today, i had chicken rice for lunch, creative workshop is tomorrow, my body aches, i want a nice bubble bath :) The wind from the fan is blowing in my face and its making me tired, so i might doze off for awhile later just a little nap!

I should be feeling much better soon~ and Michelle hasn't updated since the 'prayer' thing because shes been superly busy with Exams and what not! :) I'm sure she'll get back to us soon.

Other than that, i'm off :)

/words fall short to tell You,

yearnings that i feel,

i want to worship You for REAL.

maylee*

edit!

Psalm 138:1-3

I will Praise you, O LORD, with all my heart;

before the "gods" i will sing your praise.

I will bow down toward your holy temple

and will praise your name

for your love and your faithfulness

for you have exalted above all things

your name and your word.

When I called, you answered me;

you made me bold and stouthhearted.

After posting just now, i had a little worship time with God. And he gave me this verse and suprisingly enough i recieved a text from Chelle and it said:

'Psalms 138:1-3.

In the midst of everything, rejoice in our God....'

:) Sleep was good, 5-9.30? pretty much enough i should say? hehe I woke up because mummy said i had to eat dinner - and to my suprise dinner was yoghurt. I wasn't too hungry so

yea, plus the yoghurt was pretty filling~ :) I think i'll be sleeping pretty late today. I know theres CSI on right now and Criminal Minds later :)

I've completed most of my work so far, need to do some summaries on productions i've watched =) and edit my essay and thats pretty much about it! Awww 'Realize' is playing on my speaker/ipod/whatchumacallits, and it reminded of Euodia's Sleepover! Where it took forever for them to learn a song, and Charlotte decided to buy a guitar, we spent the whole night (okay not that long) playing realize OVER and OVER again, i was getting sick of it but having so much fun watching them, and taking videos of them playing haha. I miss you!!!

okay thats all for and 'edit' :)

/A moment in Your presence

beats a thousand times else where :)

D6!

maylee*

Bali; riding on the sky~

2008-10-04T07:10:00.000-07:00

I'm on a blogging craze! Well I promised a good update right? :)

I just got back from Church! It was goooooooooooooooooooood! I finally got time to hang out with my CG, and meet the rest of them! I have yet to do a duet with Clara, she is in S.O.W (school of worship!) learning singing :) and she keeps asking me to sing! haha. Oh did I mention that I have a Melissa Lee in my CG? :) Shes SUPERLY TALL. I'll upload the crazy pictures we took today when i get them hehe.

what else ah? My daddy is in Rome/Italy/Florence/ haha I don't exactly know where he is now, but not the point! I miss him sooooooo much :(. No correction. Me and Mummy miss him so much! we were actually talking about him just now on the way home, and this is how it conversation went :

On the train from Paya Labar to Kallang

Me: you know the other day when i was talking to daddy i asked him what 'type' of man will he allow me to get married too, then he said this " ANYTYPE! *pause* as long as he is CHINESE "

Mum: HAHAHAHAHAHA

Me: then i responded to daddy, " WHAT! why! what if i want to marry an angmo? "

Mum: isn't your daddy just so cute?

Me: daddy said " I want the generation to be all chinese! BUT its okay if you don't marry a chinese, daddy will still love you, but then deep down inside i'll be a bit sad "

Mum: HAHAHAHAHAHHA

Me: HAHAHAHAHAHA... uh mummy, did we miss our stop?

MRT: DING DONG 'LAVENDER'

Me&Mum: *looks at each other* HAHAHAHAHHA *walks to the door*

we alighted the mrt, laughing and walked across to the train opposite to take back to kallang! it was so embarrassing, people in the train knew that we missed our stop! haha but nothing better than laughing with my mum, she was pinching me and poking me when we were waiting another 4 minutes for the next train. :)

Okay that was random, sorry! Oh guess what I had for dinner! I ate Lychee Yoghurt from slurps and scoops, it was DE-LI-CIOUS! :) Melissa spilt her toppings when she got back to her table, and she was so angry/depressed haha we kept on saying 'itsokay!!!' she was picking her toppings with chopsticks! hahaha. Saw Joyce and she was telling me about how she had this sudden urge to 'fart' everywhere in the kopitiam, i was laughing so much that i snorted ._. haha and she laughed even though i was trying to hide it! haha

I'm rambling on and on about my night haha. OH Von if you happen to read this i bought MEIJI chocolateeeeee and i miss you :). OH YEAH, i was going to pay right then the cashier said ' sorry but do you have 5cents? ' then i said ' oh sorry i don't ', then she pulled this face that said 'and what do you want me to do about it?' so i was kind of annoyed. So I said ' Its okay, you can keep the change :) ' and left. hahaha my 7 eleven adventure!

Meiji chocolate!

I'll end her, long enough yes?

cheers! Great is Your Faithfulness!

maylee*

Bali; would you like a plastic wonton?

2008-10-03T23:40:00.000-07:00

Good morning/Good afternoon!

I just got up from bed, after getting my long waited sleep :), it felt good! I'm waiting for my mummy to come home to have lunch and off we go for service! I've got loads to tell Yinglin when i see her :) Anyway, school's been pretty much alright. Handling things bit by bit! Although its getting a bit more tiring each day. But it's okay.

Yoga happening: I was so tired, that during most of the poses we had to do, I fell asleep. When we had to do the 'corpse' pose, i went off dreaming :). Yes dreaming, I dreamt of sushi and I have no idea why :)

My last class gamelan was moved ._.' to 5-6, so after theory which ends at 3 more or less, I have to wait 2 hours. for my next class... and being so late in the afternoon trust me you are so tempted to GO HOME and nap. So in the end Me and Ivan chillaxed at the frass, later Muzap and Vicky joined us.

It's 2:46! I need to get ready, so i'll hopefully update soon tonight or something. I'm going out with my mummy and uncle tomorrow to clean Rae's grave; fill em with colourful pebbles! =) I'm saving up for christmas shopping! Its almost the end of the year. 2009 is coming! So fast so fast! nyehehe

Bali; raindrops keep falling on my head~

2008-10-02T04:49:00.000-07:00

HELLO WORLD! (grand much?) haha

I slept really late last night, so right now my body's physically tired, but my spirit is alive! :) hehe I have loads of things happening for me right now:

SCHOOL:

- Final Essay Due in about 4 weeks!

- Meeting with the Theatre Arts student in Level 3

- Exams in about 6 weeks! (so many things to prepare!!!)

- Choir Presentation: Next week!

- Creative Workshop : Timelessness (Haven't planned with group yet! eeks!)

- Understanding Performance (Theatre) Essays due in about 5 weeks!

- Mainstudy, Mainstudy, Mainstudy...

- Drama mama with Tim about mainstudy!

PERSONAL:

- ITS THAT TIME OF THE MONTH GIRLS!!!!! haha

- Euodia, Asha, Karen coming to Singapore! (November something! haha)

- Christmas shoppingzzzzz!

- SAVE UP! $$$

HOG! (Heart Of GOD!)

- ASIA CONFERENCE!

- Nick Vujici! (4th/5th November!)

- Rev. Kong Hee (7th/9th November)

So loads of things are coming up! And I'm EXCIOTED! :D I stayed up till 4 yesterday because my spirit wouldn't sleep! haha It was just JAM-PACKED full of excitement of what's going to happen! :) Please continue to pray for my school yes? For exams too! Thank youuu

Well i'll update once in awhile yes? =) other than that! I'm off for a shower and some relax time :) - before I catch on some work. oh and yes did I mentioned that today Aural was cancelled? When I was running for class at 9.55, when I got the message -_-, i could've slept till 12! Please stop canceling our classes :( I hate the make-up classes because they're so troublesome to organise! Oh well, least i got my JKO donuts early in the morning with Anne. I only had donuts, take away hot chocolate today, and it lasted me the whole day! awesome :D

cheers!

maylee*

CELLO : PRAYER!

2008-10-01T11:00:00.000-07:00

GOOD MORNING PEOPLE! It is now 2.03 AM! AND SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO PEOPLE OUT THERE! You won't see or hear me but whatever! HEHE! Anyways, a HUGE congratulations to MELISSA LEE in being assigned as a leader in her school batch in Lasalle! AND IS THE YOUNGEST AMONG THE BATCH! Praise God! He's so faithful as we remain faithful to Him! :)

So I'd just like to ask a little prayer request from all of you out there for Mel! God has opened a door for her in school. And now she wants to use this opportunity to the fullest! As a leader, she plans to reach out to her friends and really wants to see revival in Lasalle! She plans to invite her friends to a service with Nick Vujicic speaking! :D HOW EXCITING IS THAT!?!??! It's definitely a message that people would not want to miss! We believe that her friends will be so impacted at that service! I just want to ask that you'd pray for her, encourage her or something! She'd definitely want to hear from you :D! Pray that as she sows seeds in that school, God will reap a HUGE MASSIVE HARVEST! That through her, many will come to Christ! :) HEHEHE!

We'll really appreciate your prayers! HEHE! And may THE AWESOME GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU! AND A BIG THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO PRAY YEAH! :) HEHE

oh cocoa pebbles. :)

going so far beyond the music to know You so much more;

MEL, You have what it takes to be a history-maker. Believe it ;)

New URL!

2008-10-01T07:29:00.001-07:00

Hey readers!

Me and Michelle decided to change the URL :) for no specific reason! HAHA i realised changing the URL means we can't have our older posts. So we'll be keeping balijecello! We'll try to update more and more here! :) for older post visit: -

mel&chelle ii

Well I had an eventful day you can say. Woke up pretty late to find that my mum wasn't feeling too well so she cooked me Mee goreng for lunch? But I went out with her after that to Great Wall to support my where my uncle is working. Ate Pizza, Lasagna and had really relaxing lavander tea! It was good food! Great wall is really deserted in the afternoon around 2, but according to my uncle a lot of celebrities go there to shop and eat or something... and I discovered He has quite a wide range for fashion hmm?

Other than that, his food was gooooood! Did a little bit of shopping, bought shaving cream!! :x haha and a new bag :)

Funky-lious!

We've both got eyebags :(

Momaeh wanted me to try contacts :)

Purple contacts :)

When do you ever find an empty mrt station? @ the airport hehehe :x

thats all! till next time,

I'll be on a diet, no fast food, more fruits and vegetables :D!

cheers!

maylee

ps: oh no, i have yoga this friday! time to STRETCH!

J/

cello♥; living the dream

Cello♥; goodbye black, hello copper!

Bali; I miss

cello♥; droplets

Bali; Hello world

THE EARTH SAYS HELLO!

peanut butter with ketchup;

bali: hello hello!

cello♥; new fire same passion!

bali; michelle,

cello♥; whatever it is.

cello♥; all day

bali; been meaning to

Bali; Speechless

cello♥; faith as my guide

Bali; You

cello♥; let Your love take flight.

Bali; whaaaaat?

cello♥; we pray for more, pray for more of You.

Bali; Hillsong United!

cello♥; one God

Bali; Eliot

cello; fall back into Your everlasting arms

bali; Dad want's 4 grandkids!

cello; banana muffins & grapes!

bali; :)

cello; still

cello; arms open wide

Bali; heart tarts

cello♥; burning eyes!

bali; !

cello♥; perfumed sandwich

cello; hurricane streets

Bali&cello;

Bali; Whether or not

Bali; from the dimples to the smiles

cello♥; sovereign hands

Bali; Asessments!

cello; across the earth

bali; you got it like *_*

bali; just dropping in to say,

cello♥; april!

Bali: sixty seven

Cello; overflow...UNCONTAINABLE!

bali; 525,600 minutes

Bali; mom

Bali; Snakes -_-

Cello; when soul meets body

cello; rainy days

Bali; I'm sorry

Cello♥; i don't deserve you

Bali; its been goooooood!

Bali; You mean everything to me

Cello♥; tracing footprints

Bali; painted on my canvas cheeks

Bali; blisters on my heart

Bali; Wishes you a VERY VERY VERY good morning

CELLO♥ : new atmosphere

bali; spots & stripes

Bali; flip,flop!

Bali; riding on the sky~

Bali; would you like a plastic wonton?

Bali; raindrops keep falling on my head~

CELLO : PRAYER!

New URL!

bali; you got it like _