cello♥; all day

Well, all i can say is ..

search deep in your heart,

You'll never know what's going on deep inside,

whether hurt, addictions, anger ..

search.

and let God take it. (:

His love is so real.

Zephaniah 3:17 (NKJV) :

¹⁷ The LORD your God in your midst,

The Mighty One, will save;

He will rejoice over you with gladness,

He will quiet you with His love,

He will rejoice over you with singing.”

with love, the best of michelle.

bali; been meaning to

I've been meaning to blog over here, so i'm sorry for the delay! Just to keep the blog alive, :)

My stay in Brunei has been alright so far. Other than this constant pain in my tummy which has been ongoing for 3 days now, meeting friends, having family dinner, just chilling feels ever so good. But I have to admit that i do miss doing my laundry, cleaning my room, having breakfast with people that had not slept overnight haha, taking the bus and trains. But it's good to chill here, i feel so relaxed which is what I really wanted when i was back in Singapore.

Its 12:20am and i know i should be sleeping but the tummy ache's just keeping me up. I'm going to be making fairy cupcakes tomorrow with mummy. Been craving for thick icing on cupcakes for a very long time! :) Me and my cravings ~

I'm still not over the fact that i lost my Rachael Yamagata Autographed Album :( So annoying, I cannot find it anywhere in Brunei or Singapore! But i really remembered bringing it back to Singapore, i'm just hoping that it'll just pop up somewhere someday.

Okay what's up with this whole Swine Flu thing! I heard that people arriving from other countries should stay at home for at least a week, hehe i didn't exactly do that, because i had no idea we had to until i was out of the house and found out from someone lol. I just heard that a 12 year old child passed away due to the Flu in Brunei, AND 50% of the people that have H1N1 are below the age of 20 :O. My my. I didn't think it'd get this serious, but there IS a cure for it so that's good!

My trip to China/Hongkong obvsiouly got cancelled when my dad heard about how serious it got over there. So my mom suggested we all go to sentosa back in Singapore, like stay at weekend over there. Grr Swine Flu ruining my holidays!! But it's all good to be with good company here and family, i just wanted to go shopping somewhere, haha. Oh well! There's always December holidays - the years flying by really fast! It's already july! 5 more months till the end of year :O Fast fast!

Anyway, just a quick update here that's all!

Praying with the most-holy faith!

Bali; Speechless

Melissa is on her way to LEVEL ONE :)

Praise God!!

cello♥; faith as my guide

Lord, this is it. Take my heart. Take my life. I surrender it to You with open arms. God, i don't want to ever turn back. You're consuming every part of me more and more each day. Causing me to just say... i want to lose every part of myself for more of You. My life is truly Yours forever. My heart, my dreams, my desires...IT'S YOURS! You've been amazing and always will be amazing in my life. God, it's only Your name that i adore. ♥

GOD IS AMAZING!

Bali; You

Philippians 4:8-9
(The Message)

^8-9Summing it all up, friends, I'd say you'll do best by filling your minds and meditating on things true, noble, reputable, authentic, compelling, gracious—the best, not the worst; the beautiful, not the ugly; things to praise, not things to curse. Put into practice what you learned from me, what you heard and saw and realized. Do that, and God, who makes everything work together, will work you into his most excellent harmonies.

During my QT yesterday, the presence of God was Amazing. Philippians 4:8-9 states that we have to DO OUR best to fill our minds with Good things, things that are TRUE, BEST not the worst, things to be PRAISE and not to curse. I thought about how many times we think or say bad/negative things not realizing that we're speaking into our own lives or into people's lives. Pst. How always said "If you have nothing good to say, don't say it at all", :) so basically

SAY GOOD THINGS :D

I just got the news that my Lasalle Level One results are O U T but i can't access my mailbox at this time because, my uncle has the key. So therefore i have to wait till tonight to get the long awaited news. A key is all i need right now, the mailbox key!!! But I know i have nothing to worry about! Church later - Troy Marshalls going to be speaking today! Heard he a really good at prophecies! So can't wait for that!!!

Have a beautiful day today :)

cello♥; let Your love take flight.

I think the scariest thing when you're on the mountain top is losing your zeal for God. Even the slightest bit of slack sends you off panicking like crazy .. SORRY GOD SO SORRY GOD aosihdasoidhasdas! It's like triggering an alarm bell. But that's how i was. I was so so worried that I wouldn't FEEL the same way. The way the Holy Spirit has always overwhelmed me whenever i'm playing on the keyboard and just singing. That itself was a lesson taught to me by Him telling me that this relationship that we have isn't based on our FEELINGS. But FAITH. I think many people tend to give up easily because they can't seem to feel God close to them the way He was before and stuff and they tend to give up and drift away.

So to all who may feel like God isn't there and isn't listening to you. That's where your faith comes in to believe that God is really who He says He is and HE IS DEFINITELY THERE FOR YOU! I believe when you sow your faithfulness, God will reap a great big harvest after! (:

love! ♥

Bali; whaaaaat?

It's 7.am

whaaaaaaaaaaaaat?

I SERIOUSLY need a check up on this whole sleep.thing, haha. Other than that, i can't wait for Sentosa on Wednesday (oh pls, hurry up) =) I'm sitting on my 1 yr old orange ikea table which i think is very dirty and needs a good clean today perhaps, with my lamp shade that shakes everytime i type fast - which makes me wonder if the 1yr old ikea table is stable haha. My stomach's rumbling, tumbling, fumbling haha.

I had breakfast with 2 friends Ivan and Edmund 2 days ago, it was rather insane because we all hadn't slept and Edmund came all the way from Tampanies at 7 in the morning, like woah. So being all 'awake' we went to MacD's for good old breakfast, i had Mac Griggles, after the very filling meal with in between non-stop laughters of Ms. Swan (youtube her), we headed back to Ivan's place which was a walk down from mine, and chilled. Me and Edmund fell asleep, and woke up around 2, so that was like 2hours of sleep. Ivan didn't let us sleep anymore because he wanted to vacate the house haha. So at around 3pm we headed down to Novena for some good Jap food, had greentea icecream that topped up the whole meal. Had starbucks and headed home.

Harper's Island is getting very INTENSE! I just want to know who's the killer, haha yes i stayed up that day to watch it -- my eyes were burning, :) hehe

OUMPA, i just heard the primary school bell near my place ring --- it never fails to make me think that its some firebell -.- Anyway i'm going to grab a piece of bread and coffee then off to the laundry (colored and whites seperately) then ROOM clean, and probably an afternoon nap :)

Goodmorning world :) ♥