Bali; You mean everything to me

It's 3:30PM and i just woke up, my sleeping and waking up times are pretty much all messed up. I'm already having a really hard time sleeping. I don't know if its a thing that i've developed in Singapore but i tend to think a lot. Not those thinking when you think about 'emotional' things but thinking as in 'I have to do something otherwise i'll feel like I'm wasting my time and feel bad at the end of the day therefore not sleeping' kind of thinking. I hate it. I can't concentrate when i want to relax, okay did that even make sense? But yeah. Praying even has been so hard for me, waking up simply at 7 to go for church is hard. God what's going on here? 

My exams and assessments are finally over. Well tomorrow I'll have to hand in one more, then I'm officially free. 

I met up with Yin and Mira yesterday at Bugis, believe me it was so good to see them. When i first saw them, they gave me endless hugs, I never got that many hugs (which wasn't more than 10) ever since i came to Singapore. I missed them so much, Mira was saying 'mel come back to JIS we miss you' and yeah, Yin was buying her tights and watching her just made me miss her the way she was all blurr and cute, haha you know Yin. But yeah, I can't wait to head down to Brunei and feel home again. 

As for now, i just wish things would get better, between friends, my relationship with God. I haven't cried in a while, and i don't think its a good thing. Because I used to be able to cry as in cry when something good happens to me, or just letting my feelings out, but now it seems like i've turned STONE COLD :( But i'm looking on the positive side that i'll: Cry (haha), repair my relationship with God and get along with friends again. I know for sure that it says in His word that we should wait on the Lord, even if it takes a long long long long long long long time, God's time is always perfect, and I'm holding on to that. :) 

Have a blessed day!

ps: Celle, I miss you loads, i haven't seen you online in a long time, but i know when i come back we'll catch yea! Hope all is good, I have a lot to tell you! :)